||[Aug. 5th, 2015|08:46 pm]
Had a really good day, today, quite unexpectedly.
Work went really well and we scored some huge and much-deserved wins.
Then, out of nowhere, a well-loved friend I said ello to lashes out and makes me feel like I'm an ugly teenager in the fucking club, surrounded by the cool, attractive types who're all laughing in my face because I don't belong and it's funny that I once dared to cop off with somebody.
Now I feel useless and fucking pointless again.
So that's awesome.
Additionally, somebody I like (not a goth - amazing, eh?) and had got very close to has, for no fucking reason, just decided to go off me, like I'm yesterday's fucking salad. I don't even know what I've done. Literally think they just saw enough of me to go 'yeah, done that now, bored. next.'
Piss to this for a game of chips.
I'm going to go and have a bath and do a fucking cry in the dark, I reckon.